I’m managing to do well in all three classes I’m taking for summer quarter. However, I’m feeling pretty apathetic, yet stressed. The second chunk of my severance pay from Job Corps which I thought I would get this week hasn’t shown up. I called about it and won’t likely get it until next week. In the mean time I have less than $10 and hardly any food. Which sucks. A lot.
Things with the local guy who is my new fwb are ok. I’m still not really sure how I feel about him. I’m missing BDSM a lot too, lately. I’m trying to keep in touch with that side of myself. Being in a small town definitely makes it more difficult. I’m trying to make sure I at least stay somewhat active on the two Kink sites I use. It would be amazing to find someone local to do kinky things with, but I’m not overly hopeful. All in all I’m just doing the same relatively unexciting things and making myself get stuff done. Aimless, indeed.